Kelsey-Land
2.20.2005
  "Like Kelsey" Button
Attraction is so WEIRD. Why is it that you attracted to some people and not others? Sometimes I find myself being attracted to people I never wanted to be attracted to (or SHOULDN'T be attracted to). Sometimes I find myself being attracted to several people at the SAME TIME! Like, try five! I don't think the attraction that I'm talking about is purely physical, its not. Sometimes the attraction is because I like the way they react in a situation, or I like the way they laugh. The worst part of attraction for me, is that attraction leads to lust. I hate it when I lust! I know that God is what satisfies me, not guys, yet I continue to indulge my thoughts about boys. I think attraction is annoying. I dont want to be interested in anyone. Sometimes I'd like to control other peoples reactions to ME - Iike a little button that could say "like Kelsey." Then I'd press it and all would be well. Why are are you attracted to some, and not others, and if you're attracted to them its like there's something in the air, where does it come from? I'd like to think that if I'm feeling attracted then they've got to know it and maybe pick up on it and become attracted to me. But i dont think it actually works that way.
 
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I think we all wish it could be that easy Kelsey. But I think it is a process that is intended to help us grow and learn. If everything was as easy as a button we would not have much in life to learn from.I agree
attraction --> lust= out of control, disapointment, frustration, and heartache.I know it sounds cliche but often the road of struggle is when God loves us most. Not on our best days but on our worst when we are completely vunerable for Him.
 
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